I'm alive, if anyone is even still reading!

I just wanted to stop in and say hi--not like anyone has noticed I've been quiet lately anyway haha.

Anyway. In case you were, in fact, concerned/curious, everything is splendid. Chris is here until Friday and then he goes back to Colorado for a month, then he'll be reporting to his new duty station up in Central California, where he'll be stationed for 3 years.

We're definitely in a weird limbo-ish state right now. We've spent a ton of time together while he's been here, and we've had some bumps in the road. It's all an adjustment to him being back and not going anywhere far again. We definitely still have very strong feelings for each other and I'm praying a ton about this whole thing, that it works out for the best, and soon. Unfortunately, I probably won't have any answers at least until he gets settled up north, ya know, in October. But we'll figure it out eventually. We have all the time in the world, so I really should just let go of wanting to control everything.

Sorry for the random, all over the place "update." I probably won't post again until next week, when I get back to a normal schedule. Basically I have slept in my own bed in my own house maybe a quarter of the time for the last 3 weeks. I haven't gone to the gym. I haven't been eating well. I've just been living and having fun in the moment.

See you fools next week sometime!!!